søndag den 26. januar 2014

This is right now.


Face down.
Body screams. 

Dizzy.
Uncomfortable.

Scared.
Lonely, but not alone.

Sacrifice what?
Feelings hit me like a boxing glove.
Afraid how to handle the anxiety.

Can i do anything to change this?
I keep looking in front of me, trying to see my helping hands. 

I know you stand by my side, but i need to feel you to.
Take my hand, hold my feet and touch my head. 


I feel the anorexia is trying to kill my hope for something better. 
And even though i know that - i keep listening.

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